if you can hold on, hold on
May. 22nd, 2012 09:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
This isn't a scene I ever wanted to witness.
The run to the Compound was brutal, and Tony was on his way out to get Xavier when I was on my way in. At some point, I took the Shield off my back and set it on an unoccupied bed.
There are doctors moving deftly from the table Bucky's stretched out on to the sink, or trays of gauze and utensils and back again. I didn't let anyone get near the arm until Dr. McCoy was there. I know the kind of technology he's worked with. He removed it, and I felt something wrench in my gut. I was vaguely aware of someone at my elbow speaking with concern before I shrugged them off and went around to watch them peel away the Winter Soldier's uniform. It would take a soldering iron to cut through it. He's covered in superficial wounds- severe bruising, mostly, damage to his ribs. With the arm gone, they manage all right.
Oh, God, Bucky.
I beg off questions, agree to let McCoy take care of the knife wound in my side after another reprimand I barely register. I'm numb to it, whatever he's doing. I don't bring up the gash on my leg. There's enough blood and dirt that I can't imagine anyone noticing for a while, anyway.
"...you'll want to restrain him," I say, as the thought occurs, though the words are hard to get out. I catch Rory frowning in my peripheral vision, bagging the ruined and blood soaked t-shirt I'd been wearing before depositing it in the trash.
"Just- until-"
There's a sound in the hallway of heavy metal on flooring and I'm up, off the spare bed, ignoring Dr. McCoy's curse of frustration.
"Professor?"
The run to the Compound was brutal, and Tony was on his way out to get Xavier when I was on my way in. At some point, I took the Shield off my back and set it on an unoccupied bed.
There are doctors moving deftly from the table Bucky's stretched out on to the sink, or trays of gauze and utensils and back again. I didn't let anyone get near the arm until Dr. McCoy was there. I know the kind of technology he's worked with. He removed it, and I felt something wrench in my gut. I was vaguely aware of someone at my elbow speaking with concern before I shrugged them off and went around to watch them peel away the Winter Soldier's uniform. It would take a soldering iron to cut through it. He's covered in superficial wounds- severe bruising, mostly, damage to his ribs. With the arm gone, they manage all right.
Oh, God, Bucky.
I beg off questions, agree to let McCoy take care of the knife wound in my side after another reprimand I barely register. I'm numb to it, whatever he's doing. I don't bring up the gash on my leg. There's enough blood and dirt that I can't imagine anyone noticing for a while, anyway.
"...you'll want to restrain him," I say, as the thought occurs, though the words are hard to get out. I catch Rory frowning in my peripheral vision, bagging the ruined and blood soaked t-shirt I'd been wearing before depositing it in the trash.
"Just- until-"
There's a sound in the hallway of heavy metal on flooring and I'm up, off the spare bed, ignoring Dr. McCoy's curse of frustration.
"Professor?"
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Date: 2012-05-23 09:38 pm (UTC)"I'm aware this situation is delicate, but to the best of your knowledge, could he have still been under the influence of this conditioning when he arrived here? Was he ever formally deprogrammed?"
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Date: 2012-05-23 09:48 pm (UTC)"It was after I'd been-" Not the time to bring up my assassination.
"I wasn't around for it, he said a doctor had gone in and 'cleaned up after the Soviets'. I only saw the programming overridden once, and it was using means we... don't have here."
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Date: 2012-05-23 10:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-23 11:22 pm (UTC)"Could you be a little more specific on 'means'?" he said, not precisely ignoring the fact Dr McCoy was talking but filtering it out to be referred back to later. He could multitask, it was an asset. "Could we get the means? And by we I mean... me, if it was some kind of hardware. I can add to our means, if I know what we need. Are we talking some kind of chemical compounds, or directed electrical stimulation of the neurons...?"
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Date: 2012-05-23 11:31 pm (UTC)"I don't know," I say to McCoy, my voice sharp to my own ears, before frowning at Tony.
"It can't be replicated here. It was a cosmic cube." There's a moment of what can only be described as skeptical silence and I want to put my fist through a wall.
"A containment matrix that has a reality-warping engine built into it. And is at least partially sentient. It's not an option."
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Date: 2012-05-23 11:42 pm (UTC)That hadn't been a bad breakdown of what that thing was, actually. Scant on the technical details, but it was just an overview, it did the job.
"No, okay, barring greater scientific documentation and quite likely additional resources, we can't make -- cosmic cube? That's the name they went with? -- we can't make one of those. In a reasonable timeframe. Alternative methodologies, then. Back in your court, Charlie."
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Date: 2012-05-24 12:11 am (UTC)Eyes narrowing in thought, he frowns. This would be much easier if he could get inside Barnes' head and take a look around to see what's missing, what's buried. Dr. McCoy's scans, impressive as they are, eliminate the human element he's accustomed to manipulating, a tangled web of thought and memory resorted to lines on a screen.
"We need to wake him up."
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Date: 2012-05-24 12:14 am (UTC)"Are we really doing this?" he asks once more, just in case someone has a lick of sense suddenly.
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Date: 2012-05-24 12:24 am (UTC)"Why?"
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Date: 2012-05-24 01:03 am (UTC)"Moreover, Dr. McCoy, I'm used to my patients being conscious. Had I my usual... resources, I could circumvent that issue, but unless one of you has a better suggestion for determining how deep this conditioning runs -- again, assuming that's what we're even facing, which is not guaranteed -- then ensure these restraints will hold, and wake him up so we can get some bloody answers. I will not risk this man's life on a hunch."
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Date: 2012-05-24 02:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-24 02:14 am (UTC)He steps back, gesturing to Charles to be on the front lines for when they wake up sleeping beauty.
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Date: 2012-05-24 02:32 am (UTC)It doesn't mean I don't start to. I do. There's a moment where my knee jerk reaction is to take half a step in his direction before I realize it, and then I do, and then I stop myself. Swallowing thickly, I force myself to back away from the table, to give them space, and to stay out of Bucky's sight, even his peripheral vision.
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Date: 2012-05-24 02:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-24 03:06 am (UTC)"Wh-- You," he chokes out when he realizes just who is holding him down instead of what, straining against red hands. "Get-- Get off of me, you son of a bitch."
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Date: 2012-05-24 03:10 am (UTC)"Yeah, no," he said, applying enough pressure to make sure Barnes wasn't going anywhere without actually damaging the man further. Hopefully more than that wouldn't be necessary, but he didn't exactly seem cooperative. "Your therapist wants a word."
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Date: 2012-05-24 03:20 am (UTC)"My name is Charles Xavier," he says quickly and calmly, hoping that by providing some information he'll get the same in return. "I promise I'm trying to help you, but I'll need you to cooperate. Do you know your name?"
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Date: 2012-05-24 03:42 am (UTC)No. He was supposed to avoid this, supposed to get up after that damned repulsor hit him in the back, but the seconds leading up to his blacking out are missing. It's only when his head slams against the bed in his attempt to break free, stars exploding in his field of vision, that he realizes Rogers must've got him with the shield. He bites down a scream, breathing hard through his nose as he continues his futile fight with renewed fervor.
"Don't have one."
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Date: 2012-05-24 03:53 am (UTC)"Ask him what he's called," I suggest, then step away again.
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Date: 2012-05-24 04:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-24 04:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-24 04:35 am (UTC)"Humour me."
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Date: 2012-05-24 04:36 am (UTC)'You don't know what you're doing.' That's what he'd been told earlier, isn't it? For the first time, he's got to wonder if that wasn't the truth, the thought alone enough to send his mind reeling. His lips curl around a sneer all the same.
"...Winter Soldier."
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Date: 2012-05-24 04:36 am (UTC)"And do you know where you are, Winter Soldier?"
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Date: 2012-05-24 04:37 am (UTC)"...no."
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