After an extended moment, I pull back, nodding again, slightly, more to signify that I heard him than to agree. Neither of us are that delusional.
I ease away to sit, slowly, not as wearily as I feel, on a boulder half buried in the soft island earth. The fingers of my left hand immediately dig into my knee and that's where the tension stays. I run my other hand over my face.
"...I didn't mean to lose it, like that," I say, when my voice seems steady enough.
"I apologize. Are you all right?" I ask him, lifting my head.
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Date: 2011-10-28 05:08 am (UTC)I ease away to sit, slowly, not as wearily as I feel, on a boulder half buried in the soft island earth. The fingers of my left hand immediately dig into my knee and that's where the tension stays. I run my other hand over my face.
"...I didn't mean to lose it, like that," I say, when my voice seems steady enough.
"I apologize. Are you all right?" I ask him, lifting my head.